evanescent.he said"i want to fly,"and those dreamer eyeswere golden with ambition.but when he jumped,nothing broke his fall.so now he lives in themoments between the blinkof an eye.shadows sing himtheir lullabies,but sky larks no longercross his path.she said,"i want to fly,"but she was too afraid offalling-now she sits onthe sidewalk andwishesshe still rememberedhow to dream.i want to fly-but what ifmy wingsare not enoughto hold me upin the sky?are your dreams asfleeting as mine?resting inthe fragile nestsand wings of a baby bird,afraid to takethe first step-afraidto fall?
e x i s t."Where's your heart?" "...Nowhere.""Why is that?" "It doesn't exist, anymore."
I might...I might not be the best with words,I might want you more then you like,I might not be agreeable all the time,but can you see how much your my world?I might say "I love you" too much,I might ask too many questions,I might be too emotional,but does that stop you from seeing why you love me?I might not be your perfect match,I might talk more then you like,I might start up some fights,but does that irritate you to forget what we had?I might not be able to say how I feel,I might still have some doubts in my heart,I might want to try to fix it all,but I will never give up on what you mean to me.
S c a r e d.''What are you scared of?''''You.''''Why?''''Because you're always the one to break my heart, over and over again.''
Death.It took some timeTo convince myselfThat you don't exist.The laughter,The anger,The sadness that secretly consumed you.Everything that made you,Doesn't exist.The fear in your eyes,The cuts on your body,Hands clenched, gasping for air whileThe drugs soared through your veins;The hospital, The funeral,The burial
All of that was real?The smile that could span miles,The glazed eyes that told so many stories,The creative mind that once captivated the world
doesn't exist.And all that's left are the memoriesThat torture, consume and, on occasion,Bring joy to my mind.It's all surreal,But I'm beginning to believe it's true.You're forever in my memory;But I've come to accept the factThat you don't exist.
When you miss someone.'Sometimes you piss me off.' I sighed and shook my head.'How do I?' he asked amused.'You never reply when I say I miss you.' I answered quietly.'I miss you.' I said to him.'Oh i'm watching scrubs.' He answered.'Mkay.' I said my heart sinking a little.'So whatcha doing?' he asked me.'Missing you, nothing interesting.' I said sarcastically, but it was the truth.'Righto, I have to go to work. Later cutie.' he said hanging up.'I miss you, and I don't care if you don't say it back.' I said cheerily.'Oh well if you say so. But i'm curious to why you don't.' He said.'What if something happened and I never got to say it again.' I answered.'I miss you, I really miss you.' He said simply.'What? Why' I said shocked.'Because if something did happen and I didn't say it, id die inside.' He replied.
imagineimagine menow, imagine youfinally, imagine us
Endless LoveDuring the winter, you are my warmthDuring the spring, you are my flowerDuring the summer, you are my sunshineDuring the fall, you are my colorI want to hold you close to me everydayI want to dream in your eyesI want to be the reason why you smileLooking at the night time sky,I gave each star in the universe areason why I love you soI eventually ran out of stars,but I still have more reasons for whyI love you dearly and with all my heart and soulMy love for you is endlessAll year round, Forever,Beyond time, EndlessCountless.
Depressioni thought you would never leave me beyou tore my soul aparti went to sleep with tears in my eyesand wake up cryingi endured until i was emptywithout even a soul to gaze uponfor in the mirror i saw nothingnothing but a stranger staring back at mefor years i parted ways with this worldthe family were an insufferable entityand the friends had gone but not forgottenI still can't forget their betrayalWas it their fault i had this black cloud over me?I'd lay awake at night, confusedlaying awake, wondering why i ever listenedwondering how i would ever put things righti had parted my ways for yearsyears you stole from my life and my lovemy dark songs my only comfortthe only ones who could understandas i tried to remember who i was beforebut i was changed foreverand from the darkness the raven flewI flew awayyet still you haunt meforever perhaps in my memorythe reminiscents of sorrow and regretbut my spirit is strongstronger than i realised to conquer youand when i
what we had between me and youWe walked through this life together holding each other's hands, so tight, fighting those whom are pulling us down, trying to separate our hands, to separate what we had bonded between our hearts, we almost, ALMOST, fell and let go, but we survived and won, you never left my thoughts, you were the prisoner of my mind, I never thought anything would ever win over what was as strong as steel, but you let go of me, you let go of my heart, you let it fall down and crash, and I realized, that even steel can be defeated by fire, and nothing ever lasts, yes I do love you, but you walked out of my life, you left me empty minded, empty hearted, yes you left, but no, you're not ever coming back